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Sitting in the library beside the boyfriend. So don't know how much of anything I'll get done.
Drew Athiel in class today, made me think a little.
Was mapping out his muscles, I've never actually drawn him properly, he's very built.
He has to be, to lift those wings. They're nowhere near light, yeah? He even has a breastbone, like in birds, to anchor his muscles to his chest.
Hmm, Hmm.

Hurt my hands, badly.

Ground them down Zack's walls when I was snapping rather badly, world shaking. Infection, spreading now.

Burns, itches.

Have it bandaged, now. Still sensitive, still on fire.

Makes washing my hair very hard.

Sister came home, wasn't there to welcome her, went to Zack's instead, avoiding family.

Hmm, Hmm.

Scattered thoughts, might have to leave soon. He's printing out guitar tabs, get to lay in his lap, yeah?

Doing lots of housework around his house, so I may eat without guilt.
Like to work behind-the-scenes, Mother doesn't count it as done unless I'm seen doing it.
Victoria taking all my credit,
Kill her, kill her.

Twitching, bleeding.
So much lisp so retarded.
Kill her, Kill her.
Hmm.

I love the days when she's not trying to live there, too. She has her own mother to go home to. A-Ah, A-ah..

Band-aids aren't quite big enough, adhesive is pulling at these cracking scabs.

Floating, now.

I think, I think,

More scattered, random thoughts.

Playing KH more, onto the second one.

Excited.

It's a very pretty game. I can see why it has so many rabid fangirls.
The Final Fantasy crew knows how to make pretty men, I'll give them that.
Very appealing. Mmhmm.

Pretty movement.

Adding, adding.
Very tired, today. Very very weak.

Leg hurts.
Not as much as foot.
Sore spot, swollen, makes me limp.
These shoes feel nicer on it, though.
Rather than the boots, which press, very painful.

Hmm, hmm.

Lobng nails need clipping.

Hair is so full of static.
Clinging to my face, looks awful.

I look awful,
today,
compared to most days.
So tired.

Didn't want to come to school.
Wanted to sleep and laze and game with him.

School is so boring, such a drag.
Have another year to do still, too. Hmm.

Frustrating, grating, annoying, painful.

Tedious.

A-ah, a-ah.

Don't want to have to sit through this, anymore.
So much better to just.. not.

Starting to have regrets,
hands won't be able to hold up to Massage Therapy, I feel it, feel it.
Anything else I'd love to go into takes so much schooling, schooolliinngg.

Maybe I'll just apply at a bookstore or library or something.
That'd be a nice job, always touching pretty books.
Books are very pretty. Mine comes out, soon.
Chronicles Of Malus Darkblade, Volume Two.
Very excited, I am.

Have no work at school, here, left it at home.
Hm.
Will lose marks from homework check, ach ach.
Still take notes, hopefully. Need to do food journal, have to half-ass it, need those marks.

Will bring me up to high A, that's nice.

A-ah, a-ah.

Scattered, scattered, scattered.
Like point-form sentences, no connecting words.

A-ah, a-ah.

I should leave now, so I'll be done.

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